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So I decided to get some ratchet ass nails and now i cant do anything cuz idk how to function with these. work will be challenge
i wish I could wake up with you on sunday mornings. and drink coffee together snuggled in the couch. and then way after we’ve finished our cup of joe take a walk to a farmers market or to a nearby brunch. Come home watch movies and talk about nothing.
I guess it goes a little like you don’t know what you have until you lose it. and a little like you knew exactly what the set up was and convinced yourself that you weren’t catching feeling but u were and then theres something that strikes you into reality, a blow. I’ve just been hit by that blow. The sad part is that I cant just erase all those feelings I have just because I now consciously know (because I always knew subconsciously) that i was not supposed to be having them.
"He hadn’t yet had enough experience with humans to know that the thing they hold dearest to their hearts, the last thing they relinquish when all else is fading, is the consoling belief in the inferiority of others."